Well, that's me then
Just when everything seemed to be picking up I've been knocked back down to a worse place than I was before :(
Post edited by VincentAC on
Oh, no. Every time you turn up something monumental and terrible happens.
I don’t think I have the stomach for it.
--Raziel (Legend of Kain: Soul Reaver 2)
https://www.youtube.com/user/VincentTSFP
I don’t think I have the stomach for it.
--Raziel (Legend of Kain: Soul Reaver 2)
https://www.youtube.com/user/VincentTSFP
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good luck mate
Is this more govvie bullsh*t? Or is it personal?
D.
Yeah, that's exactly what I thought too. Attention-whore.
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This must be nothing.
As dunny said its the equivalent of vague-booking. I'll treat it with the same disdain as that.
Personal problems. I won't share a lot of info as some of it is too personal, but a friend is no longer speaking to me because of my health problems. I didn't realise how bad I'd got. Mentally I thought I'd pull through the depression and thought I was actually getting a bit better but since I've had a long chat it turns out that there are other things I didn't realise and my depression isn't totally linked to my other health problems.
Because of this I'm probably going to have to move unless I can find someone to share the house with.
This is the kick up the arse that I needed and I've got an appointment with my doc this week to see if I can get help there, but I've also arranged to go see the samaritans tomorrow to talk things through with them. I'm not suicidal, but I do need help.
Sorry to keep it kinda vague but I'm not exactly in the right mind to think clearly. The friend is the closest to a soul mate I could get especially after 18 years of knowing each other so it's hit me hard.
That made me laugh, thanks for that.
I don’t think I have the stomach for it.
--Raziel (Legend of Kain: Soul Reaver 2)
https://www.youtube.com/user/VincentTSFP
I don't care what others say regarding attention seeking, I find that view point uncaring and cold. I won't be too quick to judge. Anyways given your problem, even if you were attention seeking its entirely forgivable and understandable. Your depressed and reaching out for care. (*Hug)
Just try to keep in your mind that depression is just a state of mind, and that the reality is that mostly and especially within Britain, it's entirely within your power (mental or physical) to lift your life up.
+1
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Agree with Scottie.
As my granny once said, "If you can't say anything nice, then f*** off to the 'having a thomas' thread" (I'm paraphrasing slightly here)
But whilst you are like this you need to keep pushing yourself to do things, even if its just going for a walk something like that.
Thaaaaaaat's better.
My facebook feed gets full of crap from relatives like that - they make a pointed remark hinting at some sort of issue, and then fail to say anything about it. Gets right on my tits.
Now we've got some more details, all is well with WoS.
D.
Really sorry to hear that, Vincent. I sincerely hope you manage to find help that works for you. Relationships will straighten themselves out over time I'm sure.
Hope you're feeling better soon and I'm sure you'll patch things up with your mate. I know sometimes advice such as 'chin up' etc sounds a bit trite but hopefully if you laugh at a few silly comments (like this one!) on WoS it can help in a small way :)
tbh I didn't mind the unorthodox replies here like that, I didn't see them as uncaring or cold either as I really didn't say much in the first post other than give the impression that I wasn't doing too great. Part of the odd remarks is what I come here for.
It's hard to say why I started this thread because my head's been completely useless due to all this, I guess I'll never really know why I did, but speaking about it in this way has actually helped.
I'll certainly try to remember that, with the way my mind is I might forget so I may write it on my hand just incase :lol:
The annoying thing is, exercise and getting out and about can be really difficult at times, sometimes for 4 or 5 days in a row.
Annoying aswell that I used to go out on the bike a lot and do weights every 2 days for about 6 years before my health took a downturn with my stomach problems. It's now just over 10 years later and I've done neither since. The most exercise I get is walking around the shops for food.
Getting about more is something I'll try for when I do have good days though.
I don’t think I have the stomach for it.
--Raziel (Legend of Kain: Soul Reaver 2)
https://www.youtube.com/user/VincentTSFP
Keep us informed and try not to worry about your mate. He was probably a C64 owner anyway!
Now go watch Batman Begins to cheer yourself up!
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Nooo, that would depress me, :p
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I listen to the Hard Days Night. album. Guaranteed to cheer me up!
I'd rather listen to The Smiths. There's nothing guaranteed to cheer me up quicker than the realisation that no matter how bad things are, I am not, and never will be, Morrissey :)